Facing Our Biggest Fear: Matthew 10:16-42

As we continue our journey through the gospels, we arrive at a passage Jesus shares with His followers that includes both a warning and a promise. However, while we might be tempted to ignore the promise because the warning appears to be scary, only by taking the warning and the promise together do we come to realize a powerful truth about what Jesus is really promising His followers in this passage.

Many studies and statistics point out that one of the worst fears we face as humans is public speaking. Some studies even go as far as suggesting that public speaking is a greater fear than death. For many years following graduating college, I had a fear of public speaking. While I don’t remember if that fear was greater than death or not, the only way I pushed past this fear in my own life was to face it head on.

However, while I am sometimes tempted to think I pushed past this fear on my own, I suspect that I had help facing this fear through what Jesus shared with His followers in our passage for this episode. While I have not faced a situation exactly like Jesus describes, I believe that I still received a similar level of help.

Our passage for this episode is found in Matthew’s gospel, chapter 10, and for our time together, let’s read it using the Good News Translation. Starting in verse 16, Jesus challenges His followers by saying:

¹⁶ “Listen! I am sending you out just like sheep to a pack of wolves. You must be as cautious as snakes and as gentle as doves. ¹⁷ Watch out, for there will be those who will arrest you and take you to court, and they will whip you in the synagogues. ¹⁸ For my sake you will be brought to trial before rulers and kings, to tell the Good News to them and to the Gentiles. ¹⁹ When they bring you to trial, do not worry about what you are going to say or how you will say it; when the time comes, you will be given what you will say. ²⁰ For the words you will speak will not be yours; they will come from the Spirit of your Father speaking through you.

We’ll stop reading at that point because I really don’t want you to miss what Jesus is saying here. When we are faced with someone accusing us over something we believe, we should not worry about what we will say, or even how we will say it. Jesus promises us that when the time comes, God, through the Holy Spirit, will give us the words to say.

Does this cover every single event? Does this cover every single time where we stand up to declare the truth about Jesus and every time someone challenges us regarding our faith?

It may, but the context in this passage is specifically a courtroom-like trial, when the stakes are high and every word counts. It is interesting, because while we may be tempted to see trials like what Jesus describes as things to be avoided, if we look a little deeper at this passage, verse 18 tells us that the reason we are brought to trial is to share the Good News to the rulers and to those who don’t believe.

Looking back at my experience, I have not been placed on trial for what I believe. However, I have stood up in front of groups of people to share what God has taught me while I’ve studied His Word. I look back and see God’s direct hand in the first sermons I shared, because through the feedback I received, I know God was really the source of these messages, and that I simply happened to be the person He used to speak His truth. God even directed the circumstances of one speaking arrangement to prompt me to share something different than I had originally planned, which ultimately was exactly what someone present needed to hear.

While me sharing my experience might sound like bragging to some, I only share how God moved because I want to emphasize that 100% of any success present was because of God. By human standards, those first sermons were genuine failures. The only reason they had any effect was because of God.

I am always amazed at God’s timing, and how circumstances align on both the presenter’s side as well as on the side of those listening in the audience in order to connect God’s message of truth to someone who needs to hear it. It is humbling to realize and recognize when I am a small part of it.

However, with Jesus’ promise that the Holy Spirit will speak through us, should that erase worry?

For some people, it might. In my own experience, I have a little bit of fear every time I get up to speak, but I push the fear aside with my opening prayer asking God for His help to ultimately share His message. I can confirm what other speakers say that after the first sentence or two, the fear goes away. I can also attest to the truth that the better prepared I am, the easier a message is to share, even when there has never been a time up to this point where my practice giving a sermon matches exactly with the sermon I gave. Every time I’ve spoken, God has directed certain aspects of His message in specific ways to reach specific people who are listening. While I know of some of these times, I suspect that when we all reach heaven, I will learn of significantly more ways than I ever dreamed possible.

However, this leads to a different question: If God, through the Holy Spirit, will give us the words to say, what is the point in practicing, or even preparing anything? Why not get up and let the Holy Spirit adlib a message – sharing only what He prompts you in the moment?

This question and angle of Jesus’ promise is what challenges me the most. I have heard of speakers who get up and share whatever happens to be on their minds that morning, and I have witnessed times that a message appeared to be given this way. Let me tell you that rarely if ever are messages shared like this good. The only exception is one where a significant news event happened and the speaker decides that it is best to redirect his message onto the event that is fresh in everyone’s minds.

However, it is again worth drawing our attention to the context of Jesus’ promise which focuses on more of a trial-like setting. While I believe the Holy Spirit is ready and willing to help in every situation where someone wants to stand up to proclaim the truth about Jesus, I don’t believe that this means that those who have the opportunity to prepare something should not do so. In my own mind, the more prepared I am to share, the easier it will be for me to let the Holy Spirit share in the moment the right words that are needed.

I know first-hand that God uses people in their weakness. God does speak powerfully through people who are not good speakers. I am an example of this – especially when I was first starting out. However, God also challenges us to grow, to move forward, and to step out for Him, which in many cases will include some type of sharing the news of Jesus with others.

Our world today has tried to push God to the sidelines and out of focus. Sometimes this means we will be ridiculed and made fun of, while other times we may be physically hurt. Regardless of what your experience has been, trust that God is in control and that He has a plan for your life that involves you being saved for eternity. With whatever happens in this life, trust that when we stick with God and with Jesus, we will receive eternal life that will outlast this sin-filled world.

As we come to the end of another podcast episode, here are the challenges I will leave you with:

As I always challenge you to do, intentionally seek God first in your life and intentionally keep your connections with God strong and growing.

Always pray and prayerfully study the Bible for yourself in order to build and grow a lasting, strong, and significant relationship with God.

And as I end every set of challenges by saying in one way or another, never stop short of, back away from, chicken out of, or deviate away from where God wants to lead you to in your life with Him!